0k..naddY tagged me..guess i have t0 do dis..Let's g0!!
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Gender: Male
1. Th0se who n0e me super well, d 1st thing attracts me..0f cos..the g0atee..*melts*
2. A guy wh0m has a pair 0f mysteri0us sunken l0oking eyes dat makes u g0 awwwwww..
3. He have t0 be physically str0ng, tall and dark build
4. Someone wh0 has a m0le underneath his eyes..sh0o sweet=
5. He is n0t shy to h0ld my hand and says dat I'm his gf in fr0nt of his frens
6. Someone wh0 is decisive and less eg0istic
7. A guy wh0 accepts f0r who I am and l0ve me endlessly
Can i add 0ne more? I've always wanted a guy wh0 dress simply, live simply..Basically a Simple Guy.
Haiz..when he will sh0w up in fr0nt of me?? Haha..crap!
My life in ITE finally ends t0day..haiz..had the Marketing paper t0day..I just revised f0r 1 day which is like ytd nite..0k la not 1 day..a c0uple 0f hrs while chattin in msn at d same time..haha.. can't help it ar..
Was tryin n0t to leave any empty spaces in d ans sheet..0h well, managed t0 finish at the last min..aiy0h..i dun think i can make it..But plsss..gimme the grade dat can qualify me t0 poly... It was raining s0 Wan could n0t fetch me like it was planned ytd s0 it's 0k la..Canteen was cl0sed.. s0 went t0 J8 LJS..all d way fr0m sc0ol t0 J8, i was 0n the ph0ne wif Wan..s0rry ppl, the st0ck exchange is still l0okin quite shaky.. sape tak paham? takpe..
Every0ne of us were huggin and kissin each 0ther..bid g0odbye..and michy, i jus l0ve to see u laugh happily everytime after i kiss u..haha..
Bumped int0 Siti, Shah and Wati wif their frens 0utside mrt again..gave a gr0up hug t0 Wati..sweet sigh..and yesh my dear Siti, we'll meet s0meday and g0 out..
Shutz!!I'm startin t0 miss the times we spent in ITE.
Missh rushin f0r assembly (seri0us ar?), sleepin at class, laughin at st0opid jokes, '0ur' table in d canteen, C0-oP sh0p which I always be w0nderin wat t0 buy fr0m there, gawkin at eye candy.. haha..markin d class attendance, canteen f0od, wakin up early t0 catch d bus, d0ze off in d bus when I jus practically b0ard it 0ne st0p b4 (huda kn0ws dat better..) and d list g0es on..
Shall write a testim0nial for ISP in friendster..
Darn! s0rry if made u d0zed off f0r a while readin dis entry..
g0nna missh every0ne of y0u fr0m ISP...
You helped t0 mend the br0ken pieces 0f my heart..pr0mised dat u w0n't break it..but in the end, u lied t0 me. I tried t0 make u happy..t0 make things perfect..my life is full 0f imperfecti0ns and i kn0w dat.I gave up 0nce and I regret it. I t0ok all the chances I c0uld have jus t0 be wif u again. I th0ught it w0uld be easy but things change..
I fell over and 0ver again..It hurts me a l0t..But I tried t0 be patient. I tried t0 let u kn0w h0w I felt but sadly it didn't make things happier.
It's such a pity dat things turn 0ut to be dis way. Deep inside, I kn0w dat u still have a piece 0f my heart. But all my patience had drained away 0ver time.I feel tired..
And n0w, I feel s0o empty.
Will things be better when I'm g0ne?
Someb0dy jus kill me if it's d 0nly way t0 make him realise...
My gr0up had our CDP presentati0n and it was a rushed 0ne.. s0 i didn't think it was dat g0od..Had a break.. Thought 0f watchin dvd at the Student Hub but it was cl0sed. In the end, we sat at the ampitheatre and I alm0st fell asleep there..In the middle 0f sc0ol comp0und?
Went int0 the class jus f0r the sake of the air-c0n..Haiz..it was b0ring..Nadz br0ught her curler t0 scool..didn't ask y..ended up m0st of the girls were sittin behind curlin their hair..0f cos wif the help 0f Qie..haha..
Mrs Ye0 was g0in thru marketin revisi0n papers in fr0nt of the class...and wat did i d0? Behind there, readin the newspaper while havin my hair curled by Qie. Cam gerek gitu..but I did n0t make any n0ise..s0 considered 0k la..kan??
Br0ught back Marketing b0ok home but hmmm...am i studyin??n0oo...I'm tryin n0t to think 0f the crisis I'm facin n0w..Dun wanna let it affect me. My exam is g0nna be dis fri..My g0d!! I have 0nly 4 days left f0r sc0ol.. Dang!!!! Sedih seh..
BUCK UP!!
Went t0 simei t0 meet ayul, sab and ama bef0re visitin kak ida at CGH. Then later 0n, went d0wn to tamp t0 meet nad. Watched Dorm and like usual, bef0re the sh0w we ate at LJS.. I wasn't feelin dat fine..s0 I didn't finish my f0od..
Even bef0re the m0vie starts, I was already grabbin sab's hand..haha..kn0win me..duh!It sh0uld be a h0rror m0vie but turned it 0ut as a funny 0ne..C0uld not stop laughin..But the ending was t0uchin..sh0o sweet..
We then waited f0r camila at Starbucks..0rdered Iced Jelly Mocha which tasted..s0o super coffee..s0 strong..i guess it wld be the 1st and the last time I drink.I still prefer the n0rmal ice blended m0cha.
Walked t0 the bus stop..Sab went h0me..me, ayul and nad ended up talkin and talkin at the bus stop..Just let 27 passed by s0 many times.Haiz..I just didn't feel like g0in home yet. It was like 0nly 9pm?
We finally made a m0ve ard 10.15pm..
The pics? I'll p0st it some other day k..
The msn c0nversation I had wif ayul br0ught back 0ur sec sc0ol days mem0ries..It's amazing dat we've been best frens f0r 8 yrs despite 0f the deepest secrets and pr0bs we faced thr0ughout th0se times. Not everyone actually knew what lied beneath this friendship all th0se times. I guess ppl wld be surprised if they kn0w it but dat was all in the past.. We endured it and still keep this friendship alive. Insya allah..
Haiz..I alm0st cried.. thinkin 0f those times.. How wld we kn0w dat things turn 0ut d way they are unexpectedly.. I realised 0ne thing.. People c0me and pe0ple go.. I've l0st many friends al0ng the way.. Get t0 know new frens again.. But will it be the same? Will I be able t0 keep my new frens?
0h well..but I thank g0d dat I still have my cl0sest frens ard.. ayul, jik0, nad, sab, ama, mel & sasa..
Life is like dat..and n0w..I'm starting t0 miss my ITE days lak..IS0407P t0 be precise.
Next week is g0in to be the last week we're g0in to spend 0ur last m0ments in sc0ol..The last surviving 30 0f us in ISP when I l0oked at d class ph0to. But I still d0 see ISP as 36 0f us..
I've met g0od frens.. To Huda, Siti, Qie, Nurul, Syam, Michy, Nadz, Shan Shan..and 0f c0s Red..I'm g0in to miss u all.. Ur crappiness, craziness, lame j0kes,... g0in to missh the laughs, tears, j0y and smiles we created f0r these 2 yrs..hope it wld stay in my mind f0r as long as it can.
To Khairul and Nazri..I kn0w we've never really talk in class but I'm g0in to miss u guys t0o.. c0s ur a part 0f ISP family.. =)
Lastly, I wanna ap0logise if I had hurt any0ne..be it physically 0r emotionally all these while when we kn0w each other.Sincere fr0m the left,right,up and b0ttom of my heart.
Wan finally called me ytd..didn't talk f0r long..haiz..entar lah..i dunn0 wat's wrong wif me..I'm like feelingless these days..pr0lly c0s he left me hanging f0r so long and I'm tired 0f moaning.. cryin f0r ppl wh0 maybe d0 not even care h0w wld I feel.
I kn0w..I may sound bad..I dun want t0 change..I wanna be the same Ain wh0m everyone know. But it's frustrating t0 know dat ppl take advantage 0f my naivity (is there such a term?), my silence and kindness..I dun wanna let myself be strayed away by wat..i als0 dunno..but rite n0w, I'm really tryin my best t0 h0ld on and keep things g0in..
Sometimes I feel like a d0ormat..
Urggh..dis makes me sick.. Things are s0oo blurry...
Niwae, I b0ught myself iced m0cha to cheer me up a bit. 0h well..
Feelin b0red so jus felt like takin s0me quiz..
| Your Eyes Should Be Brown |
 Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart |
| Guys Like That You're Sensitive |
 And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
| You are White Chocolate |
 You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in. Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you. You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated! |
| Your Aura is Blue |
 Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. |
Actually I'm like supp0sed to start my revisi0n on marketing n0w..well dat's wat i planned t0 do la..but it seems like all my m0ods and motivati0n are drained once again..I kn0w dat emoti0nal breakdowns must n0t affect our studies..and I dun want to let it happen again to my life but wat am I supposed t0 do?
*Big*..no.. *Huge sigh*
Wonder where he is?He had n0t been contactin me f0r 2 days.I tried t0 call but there's no even dialt0ne. Is his line been cut 0ff? If yes, y he can't make a little eff0rt to tell me? So dat i won't be worryin t0o much for no reason.
To dat one pers0n..I apologise dat I made u w0rried unneccessarily abt me. I appreciate dat the c0ncern u showed f0r me. I'm s0rry that my l0ss of m0od affected u.
I'm s0rry...
Today is like any day..except dat Wan haven't even msg/call me fr0m morn..haiz..guess he's really super bz with his sh0w..
Dis m0rn, I was super tired & sleepy. Bum when I entered the class.Haha..but w0ke up ah t0 do the excercise.
Had 0ur break and ended up n0t attendin class..well, we didn't have t0 rite..c0s it was pointless anyway..as if he w0uld even take our attendance..
Stayed in the canteen until..i can't rmbr the time.Then while walking t0 the interchange, saw s0meone whom I thought I knew..0h well,it's my pri sc0ol fren..Fauzi..haha..he still rec0gnise me?He's workin as Mac rider.Good t0 see him.It's been years since I last saw him.
After I reached h0me, I straight away...BUM!
..Yeah..dat's my st0ry f0r today..
I dunn0 wat t0 blog actually..
My mind is blank. Can't think 0f anythin rite n0w..
Is it wr0ng for me to be prejudice against him?
It is bc0s of my intuition 0r just the feelin 0f helpless?
I have the feeling but..I'm tryin t0 cast dat away..
Urggh..
I t0tally hate dis!
Would things change f0r the better or w0uld I be blinded fr0m the truth again?
I'm tryin t0 control fr0m those tears to fall but I can't help it..
..Prolly it w0uld purify my br0ken soul..
I'm back fr0m camp..again..i kn0w..Had fun ah..The farewell party..0k la..not party..just a gatherin..The theme was 'Sp0oky Night' but 0nly the juni0rs wh0 organised this thingy dressed up.
T0ok pixs..A l0t of silly 0nes..Had nite walk..And watched 'The Wig' in the audi. Bummed nearly ard 3 am..i think.
I felt happy t0 hear dat ayul finally g0t a job..since she had been w0rryin so much.. =) Don't worry..u can d0 it! 0k fine..dat sounds lame..
Next!
Wan picked me up 0n Thurs..dis time, he blanja me to Big M0mma's House 2..The m0vie?Hmm..0k ok la..Not what i expected it t0 be.But as l0ng as he's ard, it's fun ar.haha..0k wth.
Haiz..rite n0w, I'm really w0rried abt my Thinking Skills Project..
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